by been a bitch

I can be a total bitch, i know that for a fact. but it's not because i enjoy producing pain. it's just because I... i just can't fucking lie!

i doesn't matter the pain truth might cause. it doesn't matter the consecuences that the truth can bring onto others. it doesn't matter how difficult might be to say it. i just do. can't hide it nor stop it for too long...

"oops i did it again" sings a song, and even if the rest of the lyrics is plain bullshit, that phrase fits perfectly right. may be the "oops" can be erased. i'm not sorry. that's part of my bitchness... i'm never sorry for speaking the truth out loud.

i am, though, humble when the consecuences and punishments land over me. i just accept it. everyone deserves to hate, scream, forget or anything for that matter, to the thing or person who caused them pain, dissapointment or anything of the sort. i just take it. i accept the consecuences of my actions. the fact that i don't regret anything has something to do with it.

i might suffer, cry, scream, forget or hate in return, but that doesn't matter. the other one will never know, probably. because i might just push them away. away of more truthfullness...

only if i think more of it might just make things worse

anyhow, i'm just waiting for the consecuences to come...

and i know that i'm not gonna be sorry when it happens.


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