shouldn't I be stressed with all the expectations life puts on me every other second? shouldn't I be crying out my frustration after months and months of daydreaming?
shouldn't I be lacking of sleep at nights like I have ever since... so long ago?
that i should, indeed. funny thing that i'm not doing it
and it's amusing, really, to be so calm and compose. days go by and I almost don't even acknowleage them.
calm when the light twist my sight of dreams and it's colours
calm when a scream wakes me up at noon
calm when an unsufferable child kicks my insights in a dishonourable way of trying to make me feel guilty
but it's not a child, not a shadow. only sorrow of it's "should be" in a dark corner of existence, trying to become real by signs of pain...
i pity it. cause i won't even act like it exist as an idea.
by as it may, i'll stay calm... as long as i'm aloud in life
• .•. δαγιαλ .•. • ∫
... † Παŋα Иσ Zγσμσμ .•.•‡ •
1 comentario:
qué piensas de esta era, en relación a lo que te pasa hoy? donde se perdió esa calma, en qué juerga, o en qué mala pasada de la vida?
eso sí, sí creo en esa calma, en tu felicidad. sí creo que también hay algo de autoprotección, pero en general esa calma es genuina. ojalá que la recuperes y no a golpes de autoconvencimiento o corazas, sino la más pura y verdadera paz, esa que te traen tus amigos, tu familia, lo que te gusta vivir y hacer, tu esencia.
no suprimas tu esencia, y no seas mezquina con ella :P
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