I'm fucking scared... and it's all my fault.

i shouldn't have done that... create ilusions... it isn't fair for you, for anyone...

now i'll have to face it. and i'm damn scared! i don't wanna lose what i have... don't wanna change the ways of my personality around... don't wanna see the hurt in your face and know for a fact that's my fault, mine alone...

but it's all I can do to stop this from growing to the point of full break down.

i just hope i know what i'm doing.

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