yep, that... it's been a far too long since the last time y felt this way, since my eyes tried to find urs, since i looked foward to the next day, just to see u smiling to me one more time...
hard to say, it is not a feeling saved just for one.
i'm not for monogamy, that's a fact, so please do not get surprise if i say that i'm falling for 2 guys... with the esact same intensity.
it is a weird thing, to actually love two guys the same way, but i can't lie to myself, neither to u all...
the only problem is try to find a way to make them understand XD
anyways...
that is hardly the only thing that's been around my head in the last few days...
my mom is sick, from a desease that has no cure... a cell degeneration... it's hard to see her happy and aparently healthy, but knowing that she is loosing her body's strengh w/ every day that pass...
adding to that, my dad is up to ignore me for the time being... why? for the stupiest thing... as usual :P... he is mad at me, the he insults me... and now he doesn't even look at me in the face!! i don't even now if it's for shame or because he's still mad...
aahh!! men...
whatever, tomorrow i'm gonna see my two fresh loves, and i'm gonna smile to the world, sharing the happiness that has become natural in me...
not for nothing one of my dearest calls me "happy girl" or something like that XD, that wasn't the best translation i could come up with, but it's something XD
and everyone else says that i'm a hyper happy sweety girl :P...
oh, i love myself, do never doubt it XD
ok, bye!!! see u around!!
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